The sadness keeps taking me over… depression comes around and kills me..while my demons lay in my mind all day as I shout at the walls In fear.
I hate the fact that old painful memories wrap around my mind; causing me to go Insane….
I’m tired of hating everyone and everything..but nothing can ever stop the voices that flood my head…
I lie to myself that “Everythings going to be ok” I know it’s not… why do I even try to smile ….It’ll just quickly fade…. and I end up In the corners of the room… holding a blood stained blade….
Trusting Someone not to hurt you!?
HOW IDIOTIC IS THAT!?…..
Chrona Gordon Makenshi..
Don’t you just hate it when..you’ve made new friend’s and trust them with all your soul… you trust them to never hurt you?..then day’s later they intend to ignore and back stab you…even if you try being social they’ll still cut you off and push you out…
And then… you think to yourself…”I trusted them” then you scream in your head saying…..but how idiotic is that?….. Well doesn’t matter…I don’t always wan’t to be “Protected” once they get bored of me….
No one will care about me…
suffocating loneliness ..
A prison cell…
A glimmering light?
Too hard to tell..
When I reach out to it I pull back fast…
Allowing this possibility to quickly pass….
Darkness wraps around me…
Like an old friend or foe…
Because I’m so afraid..that my light will hate me so..
Days go by..one longer than the next…
And every night the stars shine…while tear drops fall..
Hitting the floor in silence..